The nautilus shape of my indigo heart contains chamber after chamber of glowing ghosts, their scents trailing them like smoke. Ghosts of grace and hope. Grace swims like a flounder always away from me. Hope smokes hookah in a stained muumuu on the carousing beaches of my mediocre 30s. Some chambers grow roses, their red piercing my blueness, retrieving my innermost data from servers I sank in the ocean of omnivorous octopi. But the central chamber, perfect in its tiny finite nature, is the ozone of my being named Stony Place.
Tag: Prose poem
Pink, punk, lush, plush
My self is pink, punk, lush, plush. Deep in the neon caverns of my rebellious mind, a star studded cast of sins and malcontent. Arrange me like flowers. Prop me in the window to catch the sun and spit back out a million savory colors. Make me better than I’ve ever been. Better: adj. Softer and sweeter. Meticulously I tend my blooming thoughts. Relentlessly, memory flees.
The Files – a Poem
Frosted feminine rage is rosè colored and glittering with diamonds cut into shivs. Children cry out from their unmarked graves. The men are sleeping now. Good men sleep while corrupt men slither around our youth, their fangs aimed at our children’s throats. The moon no longer shines his blessing light on what our nation does in the dark. The sun recoils, then blisters the truth as it sits in the light, beaten raw and waiting to be avenged. I slip a dagger from its sheath, and my reflection disappears from the mirror.
Language as Landscape
Language is an undulating plane, verbs shoving mountains upward like so many middle fingers. The adverbs sink like aging glaciers, the clear blue crack of their shattering as they melt under the brutal beams of a neon sun is a sort of music that graces the land. The notes blur and bend with the breeze over jungles of nouns. They tumble over each other, producing their own thunderstorms and ambitions. Pronouns are lush and thick like rivers meandering like women at the yacht club where a dumb boy and a dumber me ran among the fireworks. I is fluffy, is chartreuse chenille and hot pink fleece. I tells stories in the shade of an understanding tree that recount the story of color from the perspective of a blind man. You is a mass of muscle and expectation and hope. We….I don’t talk about those bastards. But They..talk about a complex, red backed, many horned beast! It prowls the prairie looking for I’s to shred and dismember. Language is a world of plush pleasure, rich soil being recycled over and over by thirsty and verbose crops, and hunters of magnanimity.
Determined to Conquer
I lock my secrets in the subversive sea. A ghost ship prowls the Bermuda Triangle. A sonnet patrols the circular rims of my sanctioned eyes. Failing to roam the land like a bad idea, I knit myself to the ragged edge of the sea, as it furls and unfurls its turquoise banner against the hostile land. One thing is true. No woman can calculate the cunning of the sea. Dream of it and you drown. Drink of it and you dessicate. My secrets, tucked in their crimson wrapper, will mutate and spawn new life forms. Life that will hurl its body onto the gaping shores of misanthropic continents determined to conquer.
Shameless
The sun retreats to her chalet to party with other hotties. Night slides over me like a tongue, shameless. What shall I name the hurricane born from my meekest breath? Fertile galaxies swirl, swivel, and sway in slinky black gowns sewn with stars like diamonds and pearly planets as buttons down the back. This night does not belong to me, but I will adore it. I shower beneath the silky onyx sky, and warm champagne floats out of the faucet.
Personalized Ghost
Desire hangs inappropriate pictures of pencils on my aging walls, and evidence of knives on my porcelain wrist. I wear pink like a lanyard of honor to show there’s felt underneath my smooth, silken skin. Along the road to perdition, I dropped my glasses. Deftly, Deference picked them up and put them on. She said she could smell numbers. Spicy scent of 2, linger over us like the shrouded lingerie I wear that gets as close to my flesh as it can without ever touching me. I follow him from room to room, not the haunting he thought he was getting, but a personalized ghost nonetheless
Glittering Desert of Diamonds Ruled By The Worst of Us
Seas of silty green glitter carry life like a gloat to the unexamined shores of the Present – a glittering desert of diamonds ruled by the worst of us wearing designer bags. The new life will sprout transparent like ghosts, but immovable like a disapproving father. It will reflect life, envy, wealth, inexperience. New money aesthetic laid like a costume over a third world spiritual plane of poverty. We can all dance the Charleston and drink our grandmother’s wine, but our prayers bounce among our children like deflated balloons and the rent has come due on our bodies and we have nothing but glitter and smoke.
Semi Precious Revolvers
The rainbow of my shape shifts between sunshines and valleys in this cosmic horror of suburbia. Turquoise and emerald chains tether me to reality. I am a landscape of soft legacy, of marble layered in fleece layered in velvet layered in silk. Leaves fall all autumn and the royal blue of my cold nails. Music here tilts radically left and downward at 30 degrees. Least believable turtles I’d ever seen, I answered when the radicals asked for my vote with their shining semi precious revolvers. Sound initiated me into the rolling sea of the dead crashing on the mauve shores of regret.
Pureed Future Tense
Ceramic cerulean blood scrapes through the veins of the aging skin of my face. My expression could strip the veneer off the 21st century. My breath is vaporized blood glistening like rubies. The violins playing in the cemetery smell like rotten verbs and pureed future tense. I pretend I am not a tangerine. No one believes me. In the violet, violent hallways of death, my silhouette bearing another like a casket.
Miniature Moon 