Watch the stars evaporate,
future burning rain on
an apocalyptic world that sounds
unnervingly like ours.
From my furry tree
I send legions of lightning bugs
into battle with the dark.
Watch the stars evaporate,
future burning rain on
an apocalyptic world that sounds
unnervingly like ours.
From my furry tree
I send legions of lightning bugs
into battle with the dark.
Dark blue world with
a turquoise brooch,
lend me cerulean serenity,
cobalt coal.
In a grunge sweat I awake
to my graying life,
see my watery windows blink,
your image like an oil painting,
then a satisfied sea,
next a poison frog.
Each blink my view of you morphs,
though your honorable navy
shades swear you have never changed.
You glide beyond the reach
of my clock,
ticking away as it tends
to do while the universe is unreachable.
In the vastness of your blue,
in your sapphire essence,
chewy caramel change is king.
Before and after –
the pillow blissing out on the loveseat.
Crystalline water perspiring in
the well-loved glass.
Candles giggling while the
fire dances seductively.
Then a snuffing of flame,
emptying of glass,
eviscerated eider down.
Then a polished, unremarkable bone.
In the great blue fire
covering the city of ghosts
like a well-loved receiving blanket
a wisp of smoke is birthed
from a frigid heat.
What is her name,
this queen of the reaping?
She is a gossamer phantom
with sky ambitions.
While flames whisper through windows,
she skitters in and out of the
bluejay’s lungs,
recycled.
On the fiery airstrip,
the dying plane resembles a tongue.
Her voice is a soft sigh,
a sort of escapism from exhaustion.
The fire climbs through the
ghostly metropolis like a
twisted ivy,
unconscious of her seed rising
to drift elsewhere,
air for a tree in some
distant netherworld
named Living.
Today I am 9, 19, 29.
I look out my window to the used days,
see saw toothed predators
hunting my small, oblivious
head in the long grass.
I am suffocated by the
fire and brimstone perfume
of my own being
as I tiptoe back and
forth between heaven and
hell each day.
I long to let my hair
cascade down my back,
to strip naked in the
unblinking square
and ask the strange things
with six rows of teeth
to take my shame from me
like an unwanted cloak.
Yesterday at dinner,
I was a vulture vivisecting
a yellow canvas,
my talons raw as milk.
In the passivity of April,
I am a moth whose eyes
are stapled open all day.
I am enveloped by an ecstasy
I don’t comprehend,
steeped in the object of my
desire like an herb in tea.
Nightfall.
The dying woman flips on her light.
I am unimpressed.
A swift zephyr
makes a wake through
the slobbering air.
Finally sober,
the bluebells cover their
naked blue.
What is it about a field in July
that the soul vacates the
body at the sight of it?
Somewhere my digital life,
a harried and unmastered thing,
whines for my eyes and fingers,
my writhing agency.
But here the analog
grass whispers in the heat
“We will always outnumber
your people.”
Dictatorial paint
on a lying texture,
a wall covering pipes
through which a luminescent
harm flows.
In the portico of my palace,
a basket of crazies in full bloom.
Growing over the gazebo,
languid and farcical,
unwanted solemnity.
In the doting farm,
new chicken wire is born.
I stole my solitude
from the arms of a child.
A facet of womanhood
flourishes among the corn,
abundant and cheap.
I have never owned my name.
My legs are on lease to me.
Hunting dogs bark,
Searching for their canines.
The rabbits have them,
smile as they wait for the
hungry paws of the unsuspecting farmer.
If you do not eat,
neither will I.
The sheep shear themselves
then snuggle underneath
fleece blankets.
I step to the trough to drink,
crack my face on the water.
I am binary,
a code with so many zeroes,
and you are the one.
You have a thick, plush
user interface.
Use me for your gossamer
sweat purposes.
If you rewrite me,
make me a file.
Organize your unchained
thinking of me.
You are a prodigy of design,
pure energy in an age
of tarnished sleep.
Rifle through me,
incorporate whatever
spherical zeroes will make
you whole,
though you lack nothing,
transmit a rain-laced joy
like a virus.