The chain of evil
around my neck
has a broken link.
The secret that lies
between my sin
and the Spirit.
The chain of evil
around my neck
has a broken link.
The secret that lies
between my sin
and the Spirit.
My cardboard dream has
been slashed by the hideous
boxcutter in the corner,
the one with the flesh handle.
Why do I describe my enemy
when you are blind as the
sweet pink Saturday?
It is the white Sunday who sees,
and he says nothing,
sends refrigerated love.
My enemy rents a room in
my house, unevictable
though he even looks as though
his name should be going, going, gone.
He pays me in paint chips left
on a palette I cannot control.
It is lead paint to go with my
old hats,
but the textures and colors
are gorgeous nonetheless.
In the forlorn lake
my fish swims among the
deceitful bait.
Where fathers roam,
millennium meat
on the line.
The river speaks to man,
offers a challenge.
The inescapable mountain
pushes all of us toward the edge
of a precipitous end.

In the cooling of blood,
The restoration of satiation.
Something waits by the garden.
At my window,
A gun.
In my mind,
extraordinary sexual and living acts
Demonstrated in dark colors.
Then a great red bang.
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The scales of the grain feed
Sway with an unconscionable math.
After the man’s house grows rats
to provide epidemics,
One will advise you at home while you die –
Grateful to be out of the hail of the heat.
In the heat of the heat,
ask me for the sun.
The X on my chest
Marks the spot.
May my tongue be holy,
And my will be broken.
Fields shy away from me.
The city has offers me up,
Unwanted.
In my other language my dream
Is disturbing
the barbed wire fence beyond,
So many cutters cutting cutely.
My soul struggles
In scorching liquid glass.
His thumb print is the moon.
In His blessings,
designs of snow,
promises rare and sweet.
I’m free of rain.
I show my picture to the blank mirror.
I was not busy in my shiny days
and now I see
clouds of apologies ahead,
burning bronze.
My shape shifting selfishness
Folded into a skin box,
Origami.
My life was born for a while,
between sameness and joy.
Ten times I memorize myself,
candy candle
I have to light,
To guide kaleidoscope perception
Back home to me.
Interdependence is difficult and soft,
ad infinitum.
The next day I stay
Stay awake.
In another land a woman
Locks a book in her heart chest.
I recreate blue with my face,
Talented flesh,
And the thermometer crusts with ice
As the heat peels away from my skin.
Look,
I’ll tell you what to do.
Bury the sewing kit
And all the afghans.
Lay your knitting needles in a raft,
Set it ablaze in the neighborhood duck pond.
Let other women gawk with scorn.
These women are not your neighbors.
Stalagmite fangs,
Sweeping the breath away from you,
Leather handbags stuffed with original creature.
I will be wakeful, watchful,
Unable to create the heat I need
To close my eyes.
Will you rededicate your life to sleep?