In the heat of the heat,
ask me for the sun.
The X on my chest
Marks the spot.
In the heat of the heat,
ask me for the sun.
The X on my chest
Marks the spot.
May my tongue be holy,
And my will be broken.
Fields shy away from me.
The city has offers me up,
Unwanted.
In my other language my dream
Is disturbing
the barbed wire fence beyond,
So many cutters cutting cutely.
My soul struggles
In scorching liquid glass.
His thumb print is the moon.
In His blessings,
designs of snow,
promises rare and sweet.
I’m free of rain.
I show my picture to the blank mirror.
I was not busy in my shiny days
and now I see
clouds of apologies ahead,
burning bronze.
My shape shifting selfishness
Folded into a skin box,
Origami.
My life was born for a while,
between sameness and joy.
Ten times I memorize myself,
candy candle
I have to light,
To guide kaleidoscope perception
Back home to me.
Interdependence is difficult and soft,
ad infinitum.
The next day I stay
Stay awake.
In another land a woman
Locks a book in her heart chest.
I recreate blue with my face,
Talented flesh,
And the thermometer crusts with ice
As the heat peels away from my skin.
Look,
I’ll tell you what to do.
Bury the sewing kit
And all the afghans.
Lay your knitting needles in a raft,
Set it ablaze in the neighborhood duck pond.
Let other women gawk with scorn.
These women are not your neighbors.
Stalagmite fangs,
Sweeping the breath away from you,
Leather handbags stuffed with original creature.
I will be wakeful, watchful,
Unable to create the heat I need
To close my eyes.
Will you rededicate your life to sleep?
In life’s waiting room,
a harpy mute.
Pain is creeping somewhere,
the birth of all things.
In a chair, an old woman
suckling a doe.
Tonight she will wring its neck,
leave the meat to rot.
Quivering in the cold carpet,
a cigarette painting her image
in ash.
Seeing is cataclysmic.
Hearing has rendered me mute as a portrait.
Beauty’s pelerine flows behind
my shoulder,
and the gift of slender hands
unties the bow,
to get to the realness of me.
I once made a mop from my hair.
Now it has grown back,
glossy but hollow.
In my nutrient dense curves
(where does a curve belong?
everywhere wrapped like
legs around a lover)
she licks lightly.
The dance of silk over my hips
crossing the bridge in the
strenuous rain,
I strive for the dream damp
roof of my umbrella.
Slipping through a street
silver with desire,
in my slip, pink and traditional
as ballet or tongue,
I enjoy the voyeuristic windows
gawking at me,
vacant, mirroring.
I am slinking like a wisp of smoke
to a place I do not know,
an identity sculpted by a
winsome fire.
white white seeing,
then nothing,
send fridge love.
My adversary removes my house.
His name walks among my artifacts.
He pays me a tip for leaving.
My brother,
The energy of the planet,
Inexorably travels
toward a day of payment.
Skilled workers of androgyny and antimony
Mine mint mimeographs.
What is absent?
Is it the gift?
The powers that are
Cannot remember if fish are needed.