Motives

My motives caravan

through a red, peerless desert.

Water travels just ahead

slightly faster than either I

or my mirror glass needs

can go.

Out here,

straws and dictionaries

present serious problems.

As though it were dead skin

scraped from the devil’s heel

by a pumice stone,

my purest motive blows

around the others.

If I flew my determinations

like kites,

attached to my stringy nerves,

could they rise to Heaven

and beg for a cloud?

Learning Photo Manipulation

I have bought Affinity Photo today. I really want to make art from my photos, stock photos, and clip art/scrapbooking packs. I wanted something powerful, but cheaper than Photoshop.

I’ll see how it goes. There are a few issues with cutting out layers that I have always had a problem with.

The more creative outlets the better. I have been slow with photography lately because I haven’t gone many places. I like creative things I can do sitting down, too. It is sometimes hard to be on my bad ankle all day. I also want to have an active creative life whenever I am laid up for surgery.

Surveillance

I escape from the camera,

breaking through the

red tape

like a finish line.

What difference does it

make if the old house

turns blue?

The surveillance of my feet

reveals slick roads.

Confined actors in a play

poorly scripted.

The wasps I shared my

candies with

sting one another.

The other side of bureaucratic eyes

is a dim place,

shy from old rejections.

Time

Agnostic calendars

are great for those

whose lives are spiced

with regret.

On the cutting board,

her right arm.

Home is smart.

Weather is dumb,

beating the bones

out of what already dies.

Scattered,

the months refuse

to coalesce into a year.

She wants what she

can’t have—

a private train.

Her old job

encased amber.