Temperatures checked.
Photos printed.
Feet kissed.
The components of motherhood are sweet,
uncensored.
Temperatures checked.
Photos printed.
Feet kissed.
The components of motherhood are sweet,
uncensored.
Serrated sight stabs
the letters of my name.
My face is hooked to a vacuum
sucking my breath.
Why are the worst battles noiseless?
Domestic Violence
She is a reluctant dreamer,
afraid of who she’ll see tonight
beneath her eyelids.
Outside you wait with muscles and wolves,
and a knife that only turns in the dark.
Your name is on a sealed record somewhere playing over and over.
Your hand is a voodoo doll.
Watch her bend when you close your fingers.
Number Jungle
5 has keys. 5 jangles.
Closes cabinets with hips.
9 slithers up the glass windows,
copulates on the roof.
2 lives
in the succulent old birch tree,
sipping insipid syrup leaking as though from a sieve.
Trees hear each other cry.
Fighting with a chipmunk for nuts is 4.
4 with big teeth and base instinct
who made the terrain with his little claw year by year.
3 is a sucker for Romance languages,
estuaries that burn the thirsty livid.
See the gators muscle through the delta
unaware he watches hungry.
7 churns in the puddles
bites mosquitoes til they welt
8 carves slices of watermelon beyond the fence
spitting seeds
into
a
hole
in
the
ground,
listening to them nest and
fight,
content without toys
1 sings high in the breeze,
perched on a cell tower.
Unattainable music,
sweet sweat dripping from him
a rain of sugar.
She steals steam after the summer rain,
rolling it off the asphalt as a carpet
she will lay in her den.
She was named by the tesseract
snarling in the backyard.
Instead of her period each month,
she turns blue
and Inspiration knows she is fertile.
You are so cuttingly engineered,
designed with impure
perpetual function in mind.
What does it mean that your gears shudder
torturously
at the turbid passion chewing a gash across her left hip?
She is a reluctant dreamer,
afraid of who she’ll see tonight
beneath her eyelids.
Outside you wait with muscles and wolves,
and a knife that only turns in the dark.
Your name is on a sealed record somewhere playing over and over.
Your hand is a voodoo doll.
Watch her bend when you close your fingers.
An Absence
Names filled with letters and liquor.
A twist tie twists and I hear Zest taking the
garbage out.
I want a county style day,
where those roads I love
take me from people I don’t.
The places are eager for touch.
My thigh draws his hand closer
our skin fusing under the heat of the windshield.
After the detergent is bought,
and the bookstore has pinned us against the wall
and takes our money, we go down the roads again
to laze and lounge
in the house of pasta we built.
But now the roads are curled away from me.
His hand has greater work than joy for now,
in places that growl low in the night.
Color is called back
only on loan from light
this whole time.
How will I know my house
without its yellow coat,
my friend without her green soul?
The houses and souls are still there,
Sure. Just the pigment is gone.
But now we must converse
with ourselves, ask our feet
Who are you and what do you want?
Because what we are left with is conversation,
Though most have trashed their memory of speech.
Ghoulish women crowd dark corners.
Light glistens on my breath.
There is an evil menagerie beyond the gate.
I am dancing motionless.
There are many cathedrals waiting
to be unearthed in my garden.
I want to remember exhaustion
Sex,
Monday mornings,
Gratitude.
I hate Complacency
and the way he makes everything pale
and organized.
I’m packed and ready
to follow the ghosts and learn
what they know,
but I dread the low opacity
the cold
being unchallenged
and unchanging
The road curls into
a ring I wear on my finger.
The humid spring air squeezes through
my open window,
fat
sweet
and loved.
Somewhere out there I am a baby
Writing great epistolaries in brooding vomit.
In the center of a field,
I’m ignorant,
sophisticated,
too generous,
my senses plundered
by clouds of venom
I can’t go back to the day I left
My universe of birth
and I don’t want to.
I rinsed the dust of it from my hair.
I glow pure yellow into the waking calendar,
designing my own destruction from
glitter.