Veiled Woman

The memory disease is tiny,
Born on the wind like pollen,
pus scented.
One inhale from frail lungs,
and the disease enters like a rockstar.
Makes its way through the splendid cavern
that is the body,
til it reaches the brain
I wear a veil over my hair
to conceal my secrets.
What is sacred is veiled.
The Tabernacle.
The woman.

Beneath a mirror sky
Daughter upon daughter dances.
The meek and the bold
Both drowned in the Flood.
Sometimes,
In my dreams,
A gigantic wave towers over me,
Watches me,
Waits for the right moment to come
crashing down.

I wake to the sounds of
A deceitful beach.

Same dream for 10 years.
One day the sea will ensnare me.

I veil the sun,
Bar graphs,
Music.

The seagulls on this beach
hunt whales.

The sun,
Jealous of my youth,
Paints me the texture of old age.

What is Holy will be revealed
at the Emerald throne.

The greenery gets a vote.
In the old shed I call girlhood,
a slingshot and a rock.

Mother Mary was sighted
at the Thanksgiving parade.

Prayer settles on me like dust.
I cough half remembered scripture.

At the seashore,
a locket with a picture of
myself
(A red dictionary of moods),
and Christ
(A fisher of Men).

Winter

Silver trees sparkle,
the diamonds of January.
The fireplace is a dear old friend
from a nudist colony.

The mystery is that
there is no mystery.
Everything is as promised.

There are commercial breaks
from the interesting.
Sales on refurbished hearts.
The galaxies speed away
From one another
as though broken by a cosmic
infidelity.

Winter is a parable
for surviving without Love –
that cheerful shyster with
echocardiograms tattooed on.

Getting Committed – a Micro Memoir

They took my bra because of the underwire. My breasts were free, but I was not. I couldn’t wear my sneakers from my husband because of the laces. And I could not bring in any of my pens to write poetry. They couldn’t let us have the things that made us comfortable or happy. We might kill ourselves, you know.