Intrusive Thoughts 2

Drowsiness in my mind,

putting harmful ideas into my hands

Why can’t I get rid of the mind and slander?

Is this my way?

Does gold feel that it has nothing to do with divorce?

with callousness?

with loss?

It’s in the sea.

Forget?

Remember rage?

In Italics

I have been mistreated by myself in italics.

I was mistreated in italics.

I was in italics when I was mistreated.

I have threatened myself

And been threatened by people who loved me

with knives for hands.

I cut everything.

Life is a hallway.

God this hallway is a mess,

my clothes strewn everywhere.